Thursday, February 08, 2007
IM BACK~~~got back from campfeast ytd. was so freakin tired. totally drained of all my energy la.
my post for the camp is easy company oc. foxtrot company oc is wl. both of us are ocs for the first time la. the worst thing is we have nvr been pc or apc before jiu become oc le. damn dots. my last post is admin member at last year's specialist course. wat a big jump la. being oc is damn tirin la. oic & 2ic rushed us for things. den in turn we have to rushed the pcs for things. we are in the middle la. have to go to many places as well. damn tiring.
anyway booked in on sunday nite & only managed to watch the first half of the soccer match between spore & thai. many of the clts are like cramped into air district office to catch the match. but too bad la...2nd half start a while jiu have to go meetin le. meetin is same things as usual la. nth much. me & syamil didnt slp much as usual la. that wl sleep to death as usual den keep insistin that he didnt exactly slp. dots.
first day was quite busy la. some schs were late also. den result in us keep havin to change the strength. damn lor. whole thing was quite ok until i cock up. really damn la. also dont know wat i thinkin de. haix. made me feel so bad & didnt have the mood for dinner lor. den that stupid dc still keep disturbin me. keep talkin to me. hes blind or wat...cant he see im in bad mood den cannot leave me alone. den he still say....
"why chee meng...miss gf ah."
damn dots hor -_-'' den i replied...
"ya ya..."
stupid dc. almost all clts siam him la. actually i wanna eat in mph de. den that stupid wl keep insistin that we go eat with dc. dots.
evrything went smoothly on the 2nd day i shld say. but for some little things la. in the mornin all the logistics ppl were not around except haikal. the rest all still asleep. den in the end haikal go busy with other things den me & hakim together with some cadets settle the bedsheets & stuff. lucky i was the overall bunk ic durin clt course. got experience...hehe. got one clt overslept somemore den i still go wake him up. damn dots. no comments.
learn some stuff from this camp as usual. overall its fun & enjoyable la. especially workin with the 52nd clts. made some new frens from the 52nd. some of them are really damn mad la. like hazimah midnite still so high den keep dancin in the ops room la. den fahmy can act like so many character. made me laugh like mad.
finally settled my stuff as well durin sun nite. was so happy xD mood improved as well.
SPORE ROX~~
[my world]'11:48 PM;
Sunday, February 04, 2007
MISS ME~~~
gonna book in to ncc hq later on for campfeast le. meetin syamil & wl at 6. suppose to reach hq by 8 la. but nth to do so might as well reach earlier to rot. haha.
this is my first campfeast. when i was a cadet theres no campfeast. den become clt le no time to go. kinda look forward to it la. but gonna pray hard nth will cock up. always got thing cock up is so damn bloody sian de la. so have to be alert at all times & make sure evrything is done well bei. hope will be able to enjoy this camp.
sian la. tonite book in means cannot watch soccer. asean football championship final!!! its spore vs thailand. the 2 powerhouse of asean. spore is leadin 2-1 from the first leg le. so as long as its a draw today spore will be crowned champions once more!!! though beatin them will be better la. haha. spore will win de. GO SPORE~~
hmm. kinda fan la. something still not settled yet. dont know wat can i do le. did all i can but still...haix. dont know how le la.
will be back on tues. ppl dont miss me too much ah. hee~
HAIX
misses...
[my world]'4:25 PM;
Saturday, January 27, 2007
went back to NCC HQ supposedly for west clt de meetin. but only a handful of 51st clts & a big grp of 52nd clts attended the meetin. was a gd meetin though i shld say. have a chance to see & get to know some of them. will be workin with them very soon for the upcomin campfeast 1 in feb. hope it will be a nice one bei.
after that went to jalan kayu to eat prata with syamil, woei luen, clement, aisyah, shankra, sgt iskandar & lt rizal. the prata there is ok la. got to know from lt rizal that ncc uniform is gonna undergo changes as well. we are gonna put the singapore tag & change our name tag too. think its gonna start with the batch of sec1s that will be comin in. which is very soon bei. den he was tellin us clt ranks are also gonna change soon. no more clt. heard from him will have wat cadet 2lt, cadet lt, cadet captain etc. not finalised yet la. still designin. kinda look forward to it ba.
YEAH~~ spore beat msia in the asean championship. it was telecast live on channel 5. wanted to go to national stadium to watch de. but in the end no ppl to pei me go. but doesnt matter. its a very tense match la. damn excitin. the match ended 1-1 after full time & xtra time. lionel lewis actually blundered & let in a goal la. so freak. but lucky he saved the penalty shot. so shiok!!! was feelin so high after watchin the match. SPORE ROX~~ haha.
haix. exam comin soon. camp feast also comin soon. obviously lookin forward to campfeast more la. soon le. in one week time. hope it will be an enjoyable camp especially with the new 52nd clts.
haix.
[my world]'11:39 PM;
Friday, January 19, 2007
TIME TO REVIVE MY BLOG~~~
my blog has been dead for way too long le. shld be time to post my first entry for year 2007 le bei. though its very late le. but better late than nvr...hehe.
been kinda obsessed with takin pics of clouds recently. dont know y also. probably due to all the things troublin me recently bei. lookin at the clouds give me all the comfort that i needed even though its jus for a moment. a short moment is all i need. a short moment of peacefulness without any worries. i love clouds ever since i was a kid. still rmb the times when i loved to draw clouds. it seems so long ago...
took from outside classroom
nice...
went up to the 7th floor to have a clearer view
clouds before storm
clouds at fuhua...
nth is goin well for me recently bei. whether its ncc or studies. it jus sux. i seem to be losin myself soon. i dont seem to recognise myself anymore. im losin my confidence. im losin evrything.
times have changed. cadets are no longer the same as wat we were in the past. nowdays they talked back to clts, attitude us & give all sorts of nonsense that will not be expected of us in the past. isit times have changed or isit that i didnt do my job to discipline them? i dont know....
i have been thinkin hard whether agreein to help nan hua is a mistake or not. i looked forward to the challenge there initially. the challenge to bring a unit up. but after goin there, it seems a bigger challenge than i have expected. first their clt have taught the cadets lots of wrong stuff which they dont know is wrong. its hard to correct them as it seems that they had been psychoed. nxt their teachers & the sch is not that supportive of the ncc unit. theres so many restrictions here & there.
i have been thinkin long & hard. isit a mistake in the first place? will syamil, woei leun & me be able to make a difference to nan hua. im startin to doubt my own ability as a clt, as a leader. am i even fit to be one? my bro had said before that i dont deserve my rank. do i have the capability to help to lift their unit up? im beginnin to see my own limits at nan hua. do i have the same capability as sclt wee hock, sclt steven ho & sclt chee kaur that helps to build fuhua ncc from scratch? all the qn marks have been appearin in my mind. its givin me slpless nites.
with my fuhua cadets
like wat wl has said...
BEING A CLT IS TOUGH. BEING A SCLT IS EVEN TOUGHER.
am i fit to wear the sclt rank. i really doubt so...
BEING A LEADER IS TOUGH. BEING A LEADER THAT MAKES A DIFFERENCE IN OTHERS LIFE IS EVEN TOUGHER.
misses.
[my world]'3:02 AM;
Sunday, December 17, 2006
long overdue post...haha
late for 1 week...ps ah
11 december, monday
PROMOTION DAY~~
received a sms from woei luen early in the mornin.... it read:
"WE ARE ALL PROMOTED...."
OMG!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY PROMOTED LE!!! haha. so lookin forwrd to this day hor.
finally promoted from clt to senior clt le. hehe. though no pay rise. haha.
so today have to go down to HQ NCC for the promotion ceremony.
kinda sudden la. den my hair kinda long. so rush to evo for my haircut.
on my way home from my haircut. i was stopped by this auntie that is helpin this ah pek.
it seems that he had fell down & hit the mental railin of the big drain.
his palm & the back of his head is bleedin. his shirt is torn at the back.
so helped the auntie to fu the ah pek to sit at the bus stop.
den more & more helpful ppl started to gather round to find out wats wrong.
but theres this freakin lady with her daughter that keep chattin on her phone loudly.
she jus act as if she didnt see anything & walked past. damn hor.
den theres this bunch of indian sec student keep lookin den walked past without helpin -_-''
so i helped to call the ambulance & stand there seein the ah pek so poor thing.
but at the same time im runnin late to meet adrian & wl at JE.
so i rushed home when the ambulance came & quickly bathed & meet them.
we took a cab down HQ from my hse there as we THOT we are runnin late.
it ended up that we are still early as ncc activity nvr ever starts on time.
so we had some small rehearsals while the 52nd clt course cdts look on.
rotted there for several hours till 4pm before the commandant arrived to start.
no choice wat. he big shot. im only a bloody clt.
its a short & simple ceremony.
finally im promoted la. though i've been a clt for less than a year.
i know some ppl is like not happy we can be promoted so fast.
who cares la. is mr chia wanna promote de. also not i go beg him de.
SCLT KOH CHEE MENG SCLT WONG WOEI LUEN SCLT ADRIAN LAM
congrats~~


promoted~~^^
sclt adrian & sclt chee meng
10 december, sunday
SHOPPIN~~went out with syamil & sarah to shop today. actually only i shop nia la.
i was late as usual la. sorry boss. haha. den might as well waited for sarah who is havin tuition nearby.
went to town to check out the pirated shop that syamil's fren mention. he said its at far east.
find it kinda weird la. how come far east will have. den search evrywhr cant find.
in the end syamil called his fren to double check.
it turned out to be at lucky plaza. so walked over there to find it dao bi le. so sad la.
went back to far east to look for my jeans. saw one pair damn nice de. but damn ex la. love it lor. haiz.
decided to go bugis street to carry on the search as sarah suggested.
theres many ppl as expected la. sunday mah. den so hot & humid somemore. damn hor.
den we jus keep walkin ard & ard the same few lanes jus to look for my jeans.
so hard to find my size la. found something i like de but no size. haiz so jus keep walkin over & over again.
its super lucky for me & syamil today lor. saw lots of cutie pies at town. den go bugis its like evrywhr is jay's songs. hehe.
walked a few hours den finally found a jeans that fits me. FINALLY~~ haha.
after that we went bugis junction den suntec. we walked to suntec as sarah suggested. haha.
walked rd thinkin whr to have dinner den ended up at kfc.
happen to see khairul at city hall mrt station while waitin for train.
so long didnt see him. he didnt change much. so practically crap the way home. haha.
THANKS SARAH & SYAMIL FOR ACCOMPANYIN ME THE WHOLE DAY~~^^
dont know which psycho did that. lol
sarah's fav...naked hunk!!!
syamil.sarah
sarah.cm
buddies~~
nice lightings
the challenge...
so strong~~
even stronger...waha!!!

syamil.sarah.cm
hes enjoyin...-_-''
act shy again...hehe
[my world]'11:17 PM;
Thursday, December 07, 2006
DEPRESSED ='(
NTH IS GOING RIGHT FOR ME
SUX
WATEVER~~
[my world]'4:49 PM;
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
had a mini ophir gatherin at serena's hse ytd. practically is jus the small grp of us la.
theres only abt 7 of us ba. me, sarah, corrine, xuan kai, darrell & joshua.
had a fun time durin the gatherin ba. though was rottin for some part. hehe.
played a board game that i have not played before de. its called "Careers" or something.
its something similar to another game that i played at settlers cafe. quite similar.
anyway was tryin hard to understand in the first place but got interestin as it goes on.
xuan kai is so schemin la. always kick me off when i paid the money le. poor me.
so ended serena won. i nearly won la. shall play it again nxt time. i wanna win!!!
so after that we went to play bball for a while before playin bowlin.
finally play bball le!!! so lookin forward to it. hasnt play for a long time.
so ended up playin bullet. my shootin sux la. keep missin. haiz. damn lor.
went to play bowlin at abt 4. i sux at it la. den hurt my finger somemore.
so became damn lazy & throw real slowly. but ended up havin a couple of strikes!!!LOL!!!
halfway through the game sarah went off for her tuition. so left the few of us.
after the game ended a while corrine also has to go off. so got josh to send her to mrt station.
im simply too lazy to walk so far la. haha.
after a while xuan kai also left. so left me darrell & josh.
were simply rottin on the sofa & watch tv. her aunt cook some hao jian or wat for us.
seems that she added alot of samba. the smell of it is enough to make me choke.
so all of us watched lord of the ring on channel 5 before goin home.
took lots of pics in between commercial breaks. take till darrell & josh so sian. hehe.
after that have to send josh & darrell to mrt station. they dont know the way ard.
kinda enjoy the mini gatherin la. hope to have another one real soon!!!
hes so happy??!!
act shy only...LOL
xuan kai . sarah
darrell . sarah
sarah . cm
i sux at this la
wats that mu ji doin???
the mess we made. hehe
joshua . darrell . serena . cm
with her bolster. lol

serena . cm






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